Tuesday, February 01, 2005
 If i happened to be late or absent from lesson or school, I will be expel. I sms-ed melody and told her that i will be expel if i did that one more time.

Conversation between me and her...

Mel: Oic...he threaten you only la...
Me: He tell my auntie so directly lor. And there's no reason why he want to threaten me this time round lor...
Mel: Ya...ok...then cannot run away liao...
Me: But if u all want to run. Then i go back to the lesson myself lor...
Mel: No la...aiyo...i also dont want to run liao... why you so serious...
Me: I want to be serious now is becoz i dont want to regret anymore. And chances dont come to me everytime. Sorry.
Mel: Ya i know...
Me: Really very sorry. Coz i really cannot afford to fail this time.
Mel: No la...no need to say sorry i understand...
Me: Coz i scared that u misunderstood me. Thinking that u are teaching me bad.
Mel: No la..he he...Dont worry...
Me: Alright. U also study hard lor. Dont play too much liao...
Mel: K...Sure...

So sorry to be so straight. Coz i dont want to hide everything in myself. I'm getting older. And i really can't afford to play to much now. I don't want to regret anymore. Really. I wasted my times in my younger days. You are still young and u got plenty of time to enjoy. But i'm different. Like what my brother told me, "I'm getting old. 18 years old this year. And pple at these age are in poly. Whereas I'm still taking O level at this age. Don't you feel any shyness or inferior?" And I do... I wanted to start a new life over there. But... But... *sigh* I wanted to study. And I hope u realised what u are doing now. Which is wrong. Realised what u are doing now before it's too late.


[loved you`]
at 9:51 PM